Delusions of Gladness for Spectacular Sadness

I cannot explain why this song makes me want to cry (or has in the past, now I slightly choke up before the next item on my to do list, storage full warning, why is there popcorn stuck to my bread, and why did I just call it my bread?) I have to check the [...]

They shut you down unless you’re

Safe.   And it's creepy, what can be done.   Muse-bunker.com 10 made of clay 51 Time Suck (in my opinion, largely for the words TIME and SUCK as the lead words be cause most people respond to those in some visceral way) 74 Polaroid Concepts: the Board 40 semi-top secret so that's okay a.m. [...]

In the room the women come and go…

like a patient etherized upon the table -- is a phrase I never forget.

Dispatches from nowhere: how are you supposed to do that?

And how are you supposed to do that? I wonder.   "pay attention to your emotional reactions without necessarily acting on your feeling" Went to bed depressed, woke up lost in sea of anger, resentment and complete existential angst. And one of us will die first.   These confessionals yield nothing substantial, and yet, sometimes, just [...]

Getting nervous, could be mistaken for Buddha

The bottom line, however, is that I need work and everything has either evaporated or been the usual, typical, so over-it-bullshit and what do you do in this case when you're not insane enough to be Van Gogh but you are as talented a dish washer, if that makes any allegorical sense to the four of you who blessedly pretend to understand me.

CORSETS, BOWTIES & BONNETS

I would like to do a side-by-side speed test of different outfits on my new reality studio game show where name that tune meets obstacle course meets shark tank round 2 meets a little bit of the voice meets a little bit of nerve-wracking who wants to almost be a millionaire but then fuck it [...]

Francesca, continued

...she was looking to be taken and he was the perfect man for that...for now.