Cataloging your usage

After abandoning “Don’t waste your time,” I still needed a receptacle for the ongoing churn of real time, actual human assessment of the tools of our digital trade.

I’m an unofficial tester of all things related to aortic writings of a familiar lean. I’ve tried most interfaces and delved into a multitude of platforms. I stopped short of learning how to code (for dummies, et al) because I am too old.

The notion that I would fill up that brain storage space with a language designed to communicate with a machine that is supposed to evolve with me in the time space continuum just isn’t as interesting as discovering the one hundred she eleven languages officially considered “lost” since only one speaker of its native tongue remains.

Rastro philio pustrocity

Rastrophiliopustrocity was hard to come by these days, but she prevailed.

These dialects of our tribal languages are inextricably woven into the human (auto corrects to kung-fu, btw🤔) ability to commiserate, collaborate, communicate and concentrate on the meaning of words between like-minded folk.

Those spoken and written lexicons adapted with us over time.

Mutter see

Lena L. Leon

Tuko pamoja.

Together pajamas.


So then, what could’ve been the very first word to ever be spoken?

I have three theories.

Cuidado! a warning to your child that the wooly mammoth behind them is a threat to humankind’s existence.

I love you. The word love needed to be made one day.

God.

Either in caveman prayer or attached as namesake for that particularly desperate invocation, of mythological proportions, why have you forsaken me which must be addressed to some “one.”

We needed an anchor, preferably guttural, perhaps elliptic, but definitely a one syllable word for that guy.

We had to assign forever a gutwrenching association to some supposed creator (would the word for God be different had we known we were worshipping atoms as Adam?).

The poet never knows.

Battle cry


For the record

June 27, Two-thousand nineteen

Review of “mailbuzzr”

Graph and Stat

The possibility for greatness exists: fast, ability to maintain semblance of control over mailbox folders, loads ginormous amounts of unread emails without crashing like other apps. But no snooze option? Can’t customize the swipe actions? All I want is a better version of mailstrom where I can delete multiple emails sent by the same robot and actually check emails I want to respond to (mailstrom aka chuck in mobile platform – talk about weird branding) is good for mass deletion that’s it. So I tried buzzr for a second time since their app popped up as the bee’s knees. All I can say about it is the aesthetic is working for me, it loads fast and the notification sounds are rad. Other than that, there is nothing to set it apart from spark or Edison’s email (which has some terrific features but crashes too much) app which has added features to save you money based on your e-commerce records (without being cumbersome).

No ability to add email addresses beyond outlook or Gmail is limiting as well since I still maintain an old yahoo account due to the  personal and professional accounts associated with it. Not being able to do that means mailbuzzr cannot be the sole email app needed to manage an inbox  behemoth.

The Facts of Existence

A Safehouse for Muses
SANCTUARY

We may solve, circumstantially, the augmented reality of a parallel universe.

Eurasia, a penultimate groupthink epiphany arises out of a simple equation.

Spillover effect

Spiraling, extreme, volatile, carbon-dated, altered sequences of DNA adapting to robo-vacs, wired rocks & the smart abacus as dimensions revert to chaos, incrementally – because

chaos is where it goes.

THEY ALREADY MANIPULATE OUR WEATHER PROJECT woodpecker

Woodpecker Project

American scientists working for the Pentagon have published research which demonstrates how to hide history as it happens.
A team at Cornell University working with the Defense Advanced Research Projects Agency (Darpa) has published a report in the journal Nature demonstrating how to hide an event for 40 trillionths of a second.

Two beams of particles travel round this tunnel are made to collide

The dispersion of the material is manipulated in time

Time:

the black hole in orbit

semantic equivocation.

the black hole of inaccuracies

  • dark energy

  • The black hole sun

    time is invariable through all portions of the universe

    These firms support mission-critical, high bandwidth applications involving cloud-based computing utilizing machine-to-machine connectivity.

    Chimp

    like chips

    clip

    Stockholm

    Stepford

    Saints and sinners,

    frozen dinners

    But you don’t

    can’t say how

    all that you do not know

    accumulated,

    Tied up in a bow

    semantic equivocation.

    the blockchain-backed registry provides a decentralized mechanism for centralized mechanics’ collateral damage


  • ˈɛlzəviːr

  • Elsevier – one of the world’s major providers of technical information.
  • As opposed to non-technical disinformation.

  • Their grip on information
  • ‘includes the entire academic research lifecycle, including software and data-management, instruction and assessment tools.[4]’

    a fragile mental picture of what was happening with each step of the algorithm.

    It is Friday before memorial day

    The Extreme Deep Field

    2:17 in well you needn’t

    Music is math

    There is that

    Or as she liked to put it

    XDF

    The extreme deep field

    Of you who are not the only one

    That’s artificial intelligence

    And me

    Hey hey hey hey….Alley’s the roughest place I’ve ever been
    All the people down there….Livin’ for their whisky, wine, and gin

    7 billion light years away

    Felt more like 6 million

    Closer than
    5,500

    Gal

    Axes

    galaxies

    How do you exonerate a feeling?

    OH to be fooled

    is not to play the fool

    Be kind heartened

    Learn how to hunt your attacker

    How can you possibly get enough time

    One minute

    Then another day

    Bad deviations

    Sad decisions

    Finally make their play

    Cher Baker plays

    These foolish things

    It’s as if he’s the only one who knows

    she thinks

    not alone

    Just isolated

    in her own debris

    Calibrated to degree

    take it easy

    3:27

    Black eyed peas and rice

    XDF is the deepest image of the sky ever obtained and reveals the faintest and most distant galaxies ever seen.

    • An eXtreme Deep Field of Dreams

    “XDF allows us to explore further back in time than ever before”, said Garth Illingworth of the University of California at Santa Cruz, principal investigator of the Hubble Ultra Deep Field 2009 (HUDF09) program.

    explore further back in

    time than

    ever before

    The universe is 13.7 billion years old.

    • the XDF reveals galaxies that span back 13.2 billion years in time

    So, .5 billion years, just unaccounted for (・・?

    The early universe was a time of dramatic birth for galaxies containing brilliant blue stars extraordinarily brighter than our sun.

    Yet 4,000 jobs will be lost in the industrial North. 4,000 people who aren’t your father, or brother, or otherwise denuded tree of life, stripped of industry by the forces at work at this particular time in this particular place, called Britain, a former great power, whose claim to fame in 2019 is all the fish and watery creatures (eels, loch Ness or Nessie, are filled with coke. Saturated in cocaine. High as Top Gun.

    (Free Willy followed Jaws, the Cuba Gooding, Jr. Ididerod movie was made after Old Yeller, White Fang, Benji and light years away from Benji: the Cold War Years and Benji: before the opioid crisis, and other tails…

    Mike McGyver arrested as a girl, for drug residue on his overlord plane.

    B-b-b-b-buh-buh-buh-benji and the Feds

    The light from those past events is just arriving at Earth now, and so the XDF is a “time tunnel into the distant past.”


    The youngest galaxy found in the XDF existed just 450 million years after the universe’s birth in the big bang.
    • The light from those past events is just arriving at Earth now, and so the XDF is a “time tunnel into the distant past.”
    • just 450 million years after the universe’s birth in the big bang, baby Galaxy was born in a morgue

    1-light is a slug;

    2-time tunnel?

    3-how distant past?

    Life = get addicted, go to detox tough love

    When I’m rushing on my run

    And I feel just like

    Jesus sun

    How is it this way we’ve become

    Gentleman fentanyl

    Bogieman grief

    Set-up just

    to set ‘er down

    Lie to disguise

    Gave the blues

    you choose

    HEROIN &

    subpar

    DNA

    Safehouse for the Muses,

    I’m

    Humming along

    Bring a disruptor

    Take a micro dose

    of the American dream

    and check your notifications in the morning

    reality is nothing more than our dreams turned into banalities.

    Jamake Hightower, Primal Mind

    honky hanging

    Cracker Barron

    of munch house

    oh yeah

    He died

    Didn’t he

    Overdose?

    Bunch of em showed up

    All two of Em

    Including nine multiple personalities

    Didn’t he allegedly burn up in a car

    A pacer in fact

    Completely in tact

    Larger than life

    King boy georgette

    Of long lines

    and razor blades

    Everything was escaping

    From what now is a

    vacant lot

    Lit up

    Fragmented

    Held up high

    expectations

    Abound

    Relentlessly

    Sold

    As long as there’s a

    Buyer

    He grinned

    Chimmm chin charooo

    So scary he was

    And the circus tents at

    State fairgrounds

    growing up right by

    the women’s state “farmand

    across the James

    schoolyard

    straight coordinates

    down stream

    The men’s penitentiary

    My mother would drive through ” these aren’t the violent criminals” hills while my brother and I took that shortcut more than we should. And driving recklessly he was, always in that 74 dasher we drove into the ground between Henrico and the independent city of Charlottesville.

    Of the 41 independent U.S. cities,[1] 38 are in Virginia, whose state constitution makes them a special case. 

    #FOMO

    you’ve invaded my brain go away

    Today

    Out with the g-damn old already

    It’s the eve of a new year, two thousand and eighteen years after the death of Christ, one of a trilogy visiting us in triage, a place we seem to be fast approaching, as we speak.

    Other than Hawaii, and Samoa, we are last to know the next year.

    I’m in some kind of hell, with anger issues all around me and I’m just a stoner from Goochland, Virginia who happened to be in the New Yorker last week.

    The yelling is bad for me. The lack of any form of patience and the jail house rock. Training for trauma. Again and ago and more system install.

    “Which country has New Year first – New Year 2019 and last uninhabited places to observe New Year 2019 – 12 hour format World Time Zone”

    https://www.worldtimezone.com/newyear.html

    So here’s to the nineteenth may it be our last chance since 2020 the sources of the sources say it’s all over now.

    It’s been a year of onslaught and I iSsubordination, firings and I quits from our pillars of piety, trust and wisdom.

    Yeah right.

    We walked the talk

    Activate another device

    *228

    Now we belong to someone else™️

    Switch accounts

    Registered to the wrong me

    HappyNewYear

    The Specialists

    Formerly Opportunists, the non-specialists must explore.

    Never stop looking over their shoulders.

    Is that any way to live?


    I am never completely at ease, and it only seems to be getting worse-largely because I don’t know what to do, I have too much trauma/negative experience over last two years in particular and twelve years struggling to get by – with a reprieve absolutely ruined by forces that have left me broken, afraid and without conviction. I’m just so tired of it. Soul-weary from this collective mechanation of the mind, commodified body, no way to find a way through the muck.


    Miss Maslow.

    • The hierarchy of needs like a diaspora of the mind, a momentary lapse of hit send, revoke access, shut out shut-ins littering the lowlands.

    <li>Disappeared.</li>
    <li>Were they ever here?</li>
    <li>She cried for the forgotten. Took that to her grave now forgotten.</li>
    <li>
    

    Who will weep for me?


  • Then.

    There was suddenly, overnight, in dog years (our conception of time is flawed, I feel in my bones), it would seem, there was too much information. Too much noise. To tune out. A body to maintain as advancements perplex the mind, solder the soul to empty turrets of half-chewed advice.

    You simply can’t learn enough. The rewards in society are ambiguous and strained. The fodder is there. The boat explodes. We are all adrift on the Miss Maslow.

    The criticasters are telepathically hypothetically signaling their displeasure seconds before the wiring between brain and mouth engages, at variable rates of play.

    So there is that. The obvious urge to be stratocaster mcsnark is overwhelming when one feels helpless and realizes it’s actually much worse.

    Everyone, literally and figuratively, in due measure, according to their thought machine‘s neediness, and seeking any available encumbrance, is starving.

    Some quite literally for nourishment of the body (which stalwartly holds up the capricious brain), some in the beveled corners of their soul. All, for replaying of time.

    The hierarchy of needs prevails. The soul gets bled out. The machine overrides the individual. All is collectively lost.

    The main feature of the plan is that it moves credit

    creation from private hands to public (government) hands, with the public unaware of whom is really moving the government hands.

    It would seem some of our species cause this. It would appear they are gearing up for some sort of purge. Just like science fiction. Notice who is bearing down on your brain.
    Paralyzed by inequity, uncertainty and dissolving commonality, every man becomes an island. Existing in hypostatic congestion. Coagulants of amorphous soul sauce, baked into the pan.
    Attack on all fronts
    Trauma Centrifugal Limit
    Sacred Geometry

    The number two health issue
    Time slides & we forget
    C-PTSD YEAH YOU KNOW ME

    Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn’t.

    G-force
    G chord

    And contrary wise, what is wouldn’t be. And what it wouldn’t be, it would. You see?

    . Alice in Wonderland🍄

    🛴Newspeak👍🏿

    But who’s

    Watching the

    Watchers

    Youth Against Garrulousness

    ‘He called this hypnotic process “brainwashing,” a word-for-word translation from xi-nao, the Mandarin words for wash (xi) and brain (nao), and warned about the dangerous applications it could have.’

    Due to integration with shortcut bells & whistles, the washing of the brains has been accelerated.

    mythological entanglements form integumentary patterns

    a format to interface

    with or without your

    platform

    terrifying ancient techniques to turn the Chinese people into mindless, Communist automatons. He called this hypnotic process “brainwashing,” a word-for-word translation from xi-nao, the Mandarin words for wash (xi) and brain (nao), and warned about the dangerous applications it could have. The process was meant to “change a mind radically so that its owner becomes a puppet.

    But that’s China, right? Not the USA where freedom is celebrated and your mind is owned by capitalism not communism.

    So, what’s the difference?

    State-created borders

    They are amorphous when you consider the history of wars.

    Because most possible answers are wrong, and there is no force to guide us to the correct answers. 

    So we are adrift, prepping for six month power outages, outraged over various multiple choice questions and just plain starved for what we’ve missed in letting the lesser of us take over the control over the rest. The money man over the teacher, the lawyer over the doctor, the marketing genius over the farmer.

    We’ve let this happen because everyone is too busy supporting a family, burying head in sand or building up defensive reactions to new ideas or old ideas repackaged in new millennial-friendly bytes since millennials are all that matter any more. Or so they believe and they have the upper hand of 83.1 million representing more than one quarter of the nation’s population.

    And because we are the tenth most dangerous country for women:

    The United States is the lone Western nation to make the Thomson Reuters Foundation ranking. The United States is ranked 10th because of its third place rank in sexual violence — which includes rape, sexual harassment, and coercion into sex — and sixth place rank in non-sexual violence, such as domestic physical and mental abuse.

    And this is our hierarchy of experience.

    Deep focus time

    medium.com/@alltopstartups/how-to-find-time-for-real-work-when-you-are-too-busy-with-other-things-506faab3fbf2

    My bad

    Day

    Perfected

    perfunctory

    Dissolving

    into a year

    Then infinity

    one long bad day

    Jury Duty Cufflinks

    I love this writing

    it’s nuanced, ironic, sarcastic and cuts through the bullshit without providing anything but observation. That’s become refreshing in a world where everything starts with “insert judgemental label here” [believe, support, endorse] Satan, basically.

    Sometimes you have to backtrack to clarify whether it’s lock her up or lock him up when the diatribe is in full swing.

    The scary part is the disconnect between thought and action (duh, that’s so internet) but more importantly the complete set of blinders evoked by defiance and a petulant desire for truth & right-ing of perceived wrongs.

    The biggest scammers may be the SSI mental health fakers who get their 218$ every month, like any of the haters can comprehend that reality, but moving on.

    So if the welfare junkies are biggest takers, these Maji supporters are the biggest whiners.

    LIBERALS ONLY LIKE GUNS THAT KILL THE UNBORN.

    LIBERALS ARE FINE WITH SCOURGE AND DYSTOPIA SO LONG AS THEY GET VOTES (THE REPUBLICANS DON’T CARE ABOUT VOTES, THEY’RE MARTYRS SAVIN MERICA FR IRS ELF!).

    THEMSELVES

    AUTO CORRECTED TO IRS ELF so I left it.

    THEN STANCES got the better of romances

    And the TV caused epilepsy

    LIBERALS ARE GUNS

    Confessing to the Sink

    I’ve never burnt a poem but I have thrown them out, ripped them up, made collages out of their postscripts and antiquated desires for a world less sunken by the bureaucrats. The bourgeoisie of the surveillance mind.

    The fact that “cops” are mostly a corrupt force is indicator number one. Call it someone else’s problem, name and blame all you want, justify your ignorance, hypocrisy, stupidity and judgemental arrogance by citing the victim as the one to persecute. So familiar, so haggard a response – it only jolts the framework that is human understanding when the emotional fervor doesn’t match the empirical Data. At all.