The Specialists

Formerly Opportunists, the non-specialists must explore. Never stop looking over their shoulders. Is that any way to live? I am never completely at ease, and it only seems to be getting worse-largely because I don't know what to do, I have too much trauma/negative experience over last two years in particular and twelve years struggling [...]

The smell of smoke

Ashes to Ashes We all fall down In quantum mechanics, the uncertainty principle, also known as Heisenberg's uncertainty principle or Heisenberg's indeterminacy principle, is any of a variety of mathematical inequalities asserting a fundamental limit to the precision with which certain pairs of physical properties of a particle, known--or unknown. Deadliest Fires Some say the [...]

This was during the time 

This weekday was your average forgettable day until That sound, unforgettable now but so nondescript at the time. Time, our fatal flaws realized in a mirror, faded paper mocked up words from olden times that don't much matter anymore with gender reassignment, biased reporting and single payer death mill. Is it me or are there more [...]

Memories of Elephants

at some point don't you wake up somehow and decide NOT TO BE EVIL or do you look in the mirror and realize that what looks back at you is dark and hollow         artwork by robert montgomery at robertmontgomery.org  

Just like Sister Ray says 

Gaslighting is a form of psychological abuse used by narcissists in order to instill in their victim’s an extreme sense of anxiety and confusion to the point where they no longer trust their own memory, perception or judgment. The techniques used in “Gaslighting” by the narcissist are similar to those used in brainwashing, interrogation, and [...]

just like you

you're never there when I need you but always around when I don't