Birth parents

Even for adoptees who were placed as newborns, this can create adult adoptee issues that leave them with a sense of grief and loss toward their adoption, often mixed with joy at being placed with their adoptive family and sometimes even guilt that they feel sad about missing their birth family.

8.20.19 helicopter overhead

They hover. They circle back, you try to figure out if they’re on the freeway (which one? You’re between two, always, for some reason, since you’ve been confined to this god-foresaken town. Eyewitnesses are notoriously unreliable – Mark Gordon’s Criminal Minds Paget Brewster Who I’ve loved since HUFF where she played Hank Azaria’s (mo/apu+ onContinue reading “8.20.19 helicopter overhead”

Moral Prejudices

Marlin Rand woke up, asleep, a dream within a living nightmare. You like to daydream, huhn? Head lost in the clouds. Are you listening? Listening not hearing. The world retracts into a distance illuminated by your reflection, the sun shaft reaching that taillight, sending shards of red through the blinds. Why do we call thenContinue reading “Moral Prejudices”

Cataloging your usage

After abandoning “Don’t waste your time,” I still needed a receptacle for the ongoing churn of real time, actual human assessment of the tools of our digital trade. I’m an unofficial tester of all things related to aortic writings of a familiar lean. I’ve tried most interfaces and delved into a multitude of platforms. IContinue reading “Cataloging your usage”

TV I.V.

she strained to listen or was it simply to hear An amalgamation of loss HERE, we found nothing The player sits ugly Waiting the ship comes in Lady Magdalene Cartoon imposters Hold sway The amount of coin changing hands with open air moniker abides as He teetered above before landing at her feet. The marketplaceContinue reading “TV I.V.”

What you give away

my mom, she vacuumed everyday. Danchi- I don’t even think she had one…

Unfortunately,

Unfortunately, placing too much attention on the details can spoil the spontaneity for the day. drifted into updating ongoing code trims Cypher leash Cryptic leech Forget about me The latest GEN-X VORTEX to be arranged Crater Hiawatha project 2 I must focus on something. I am making progress but is it just a vacuum whereContinue reading “Unfortunately,”

The mind-made body

The largest trades can be gamed — to no one. while just around the last bend, he ripped everything up to start over again. a cry expressing an appeal for divine help. This tariff on your soul for a culpable nirvana hosanna, a mantra, no one repeats anymore. a cry expressing an appeal for divineContinue reading “The mind-made body”

Out with the g-damn old already

It’s the eve of a new year, two thousand and eighteen years after the death of Christ, one of a trilogy visiting us in triage, a place we seem to be fast approaching, as we speak. Other than Hawaii, and Samoa, we are last to know the next year. I’m in some kind of hell,Continue reading “Out with the g-damn old already”

The Specialists

Formerly Opportunists, the non-specialists must explore. Never stop looking over their shoulders. Is that any way to live? I am never completely at ease, and it only seems to be getting worse-largely because I don’t know what to do, I have too much trauma/negative experience over last two years in particular and twelve years strugglingContinue reading “The Specialists”

The Synthezoid Hero 

The Mind Stone The Scarlet Witch and Vision share a deeper connection that than most.  Scarlet’s supernatural powers were given to her as an enhancement from the Mind Stone, something invisible to the human eye except shamans and  THE touched. which HYDRA used to her advantage   conducting nefarious scientific experiments  on vision Mary’s  now dead brotherContinue reading “The Synthezoid Hero “

The Unraveling Ball of Yarn

She was once again denying her own responses to enable a comfortable relationship.Her virtue had plummeted. Now seeing a two on a scale of one to ten, dipped with rumors she had slept around  Because of their attitudes, I was once again denying my own responses to enable a comfortable relationship… I was once againContinue reading “The Unraveling Ball of Yarn”

The smell of smoke

Ashes to Ashes We all fall down In quantum mechanics, the uncertainty principle, also known as Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle or Heisenberg’s indeterminacy principle, is any of a variety of mathematical inequalities asserting a fundamental limit to the precision with which certain pairs of physical properties of a particle, known–or unknown. Deadliest Fires Some say theContinue reading “The smell of smoke”