The Synthezoid Hero 

The Mind Stone The Scarlet Witch and Vision share a deeper connection that than most.  Scarlet’s supernatural powers were given to her as an enhancement from the Mind Stone, something invisible to the human eye except shamans and  THE touched. which HYDRA used to her advantage   conducting nefarious scientific experiments  on vision Mary’s  now dead brotherContinue reading “The Synthezoid Hero “

The Unraveling Ball of Yarn

She was once again denying her own responses to enable a comfortable relationship.Her virtue had plummeted. Now seeing a two on a scale of one to ten, dipped with rumors she had slept around  Because of their attitudes, I was once again denying my own responses to enable a comfortable relationship… I was once againContinue reading “The Unraveling Ball of Yarn”

Confessing the Fiery Highway

The override tithe ride Excerpts started hitting I now seem to binge study, subjects that feel, at times, unrelated, like a chaos theory of exisistential angst. I used to consume books. Now, listening to Central America on things they don’t want you to know in El Salvador 90% of deaths caused by US…. That placeContinue reading “Confessing the Fiery Highway”

The smell of smoke

Ashes to Ashes We all fall down In quantum mechanics, the uncertainty principle, also known as Heisenberg’s uncertainty principle or Heisenberg’s indeterminacy principle, is any of a variety of mathematical inequalities asserting a fundamental limit to the precision with which certain pairs of physical properties of a particle, known–or unknown. Deadliest Fires Some say theContinue reading “The smell of smoke”

So this is what happened…

I was almost killed, nearly.beaten to death in a McDonald’s parking lot in February of this year. This violent assault  resulted in brain trauma and amnesia  and as such. White memorial hospital really fucked up – but that’s a whole nother story  Then the city terrace chop shop experience. And my wonderful nonexistent friends –Continue reading “So this is what happened…”

Amnesia’s Amplified angst

The visage remains unrevealed For i am scared  dissociative disorders Dissociative amnesia—characterized by severe impairment in remembering important information about one’s self. This is perhaps the most common of the dissociative disorders and—like all other dissociative illnesses—is associated with traumatic events. This amnesia can be limited to specific details or events but can also encompassContinue reading “Amnesia’s Amplified angst”

“I can pinpoint the exact moment when I woke up ‘broken.’

“I could no longer cope, couldn’t pull myself together…” Read more: To be broken so late in life when things were supposed to get easier, figured out, more predictable perhaps, but not this. Anything but this… Jun 22, 2017 2:59 AM I couldn’t sleep. I couldn’t think. I had panic attacks. I developed anxietyContinue reading ““I can pinpoint the exact moment when I woke up ‘broken.’”