we have completely failed at understanding the vastness of our universe.
Located more than 13 BILLION light years away, the Hubble space telescope found countless galaxies, each galaxy containing around one trillion stars.
How many stars are in the universe?
According to astronomers, there are around 10 billion galaxies in the observable universe alone.
the observable universe
must presuppose an unobservable counter weight universe but what cannot beobserved-can we conceive of its existence?
….assuming an average of 100 billion stars per galaxy would suggest 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 (that’s 1 billion trillion) stars exist in the observable universe.
One billion trillion
Writing is perhaps the greatest of human inventions, binding together people, citizens of distant epochs, who never knew one another. Books break the shackles of time, proof that humans can work magic.” —Cosmos
bTake what you need and leave the rest. 7:41 pm cool air finally as we wait on Chicago style pizza with onions so you choke!
Review of Door Dash (terrible name)
I don’t like that they ripped off their drivers (now I tip cash) and they got giant start up finance from Saudi Arabia, who should have been chastised for journalist death so that is bad. But. Their service is getting better, I hear the drivers are getting paid and they paired up with square cash which I love. The dash pass isn’t really worth it and I’ve had my food jacked on more than one occasion – literally given to anyone who says yes when driver said are you (name). Yeah, I’m Wanda… So I think they rank 3 after grub hub (better vitals less snafus) and Uber eats which is fast cheap and predictable. So door dash if you order frequently and can take advantage of their promos gets 4 out 5.
A square or perhaps rounded depression on a planet or the moon.
Or maybe just a plateau in your head.
Nous, peuple des États-Unis, afin de former une Union plus parfaite, d’établir la justice, d’assurer la tranquillité intérieure, d’assurer la défense commune, [note 1] de promouvoir le bien-être général et d’obtenir les bénédictions de la liberté pour nous-mêmes et pour notre postérité. , ordonnez et établissez cette Constitution pour les États-Unis d’Amérique.
Try reading it in Chinese or “unease” as auto correct would have you “correct.” Because nonsense is NOT ALLOWED. A sense of humor, forbidden.
What if, in the end, all differences here became moot when a bigger threat was imposed upon us, and we were of sound mind and body to accept the truth? What if a sense of humor saved mankind?
I don’t worry about whether Trump will cause a recession (I see the patterns are largely out of his hands) – he can hasten or barely delay some intrinsic deployment of numbers ready to launch as the next impoverished birth is recorded and the last record of output:goods / gross domestic national product is determined by experts.
No, I worry he could make a decision based on pure ego. Something I’d like to think a leader of a nation is above.
But. Here we Are.
We are “3x more likely to die from a knife?!” Than a gun not natural causes just in case you thought that was an absolute.
Add up the numbers – do you get 666? That’s a bummer. Now you know you can’t win. #wtf 🖕Satan Lucifer devil may care
An impact crateris an approximately circulardepressionin the surface of aplanet,moon, or other solid body in theSolar Systemor elsewhere, formed by thehypervelocityimpactof a smaller body. In contrast tovolcanic craters, which result from explosion or internal collapse,impact craters typically have raised rims and floors that are lower in elevation than the surrounding terrain.Impact craters range from small, simple, bowl-shaped depressions to large, complex,multi-ringed impact basins.Meteor Crateris a well-known example of a small impact crater on Earth
There are estimated to be over 128 million pieces of debris smaller than 1 cm (0.39 in) as of January 2019.
Burnout has been recognized as an official disorder by the World Health Organization. It affects your ability to work [and] your emotions about work.
If that’s the case, I’m entering a period of remission.
Hear me purr.
I’m fragile – don’t let the faintbravado fool you. Scared shitless as they say. A bit apprehensive and a tad overwhelmed to Queen Elizabeth with a spot of tea. I still am horribly polite.
Loadedbiased toward a particular outcome, bearing a load, especially a large one
Or the fourth studio album by American rock band the Velvet Underground, released in November 1970 by Atlantic
Who loves the sun?
Burdens like a loaded
What gifts would you like to develop
What gifts would you like to develop
an NBA team has never gone an entire quarter without scoring a point.
Take Note of Your Body Language
Ask for company turnover [data] and turnover [data] for that individual manager.
Inability to handle any confrontation or assertion that there might be another way to do something, even if they brag about their “open door policy.”
Or this chick:
If you are need of constant admiration, will cut you when they do not feel appropriately admired, or feel otherwise shamed, humiliated, or disrespected.
Raise your hands if you know this next monster!
The Narcissist Bossiere
Don’t let those flannel shirts fool you, this guy can walk into any boardroom with the same aplomb he chops some wood at his cabin in Maine before cooking fresh trout for breakfast. Dave, Jai, Jym, Jin or Jamee – all the same. Great guys until they’re not.
Warning signs –
extremely competitive, with the people who work for them, people on their lateral level, or their superiors.
Extreme Friendliness: aka fake
Word Choice sets up a dynamic that can raise or lower the energy in a room. If they begin every sentence with a negative message and then try to diffuse it somewhat, it is likely that negativity prevails in their life and carries over into work.
stress level telegraphed to everyone in the department- you know the kind, blames you for solutions, misses the dysfunction when it’s gone oft n refered to as drama junkies.
He returned to Oslo. Killed 77 people while they wept.
You have to tune it out or else go insane, she said, Mona of Numbers and manners from letters.
She sighed. She was not a profiteering overseer and yet she gained innumerable margin from the inevitable failing called death, the suffering of the many at the hands of the few and the way poverty and exploitation of wealth can predict up to a point the ability to express a capacity for love, supporting another being – acknowledging the miracle that is life – this was a given.
She woke up in hell – the job interview.
Job and job
Suffering without uttering one complaint
What most people don’t understand is bench players do influence the outcome of the game greatly
Today is my 54th birthday. On this day, a Friday in 1965, my mother gave birth to me, the records say, at the Cleveland Clinic in the holy hour (3-4 a.m.).
She was 16, my birth father, 17.
From what I could tell from the “non-identifying” information I was charged $50 for when I was 23,
Seemingly, I had more in common with my father. Height, basketball, class president, a penchant for trains. My mother, who sacrificed a semester to deal with me, was fond of camping and played a musical instrument.
The Children Services letterhead, since the Red Feather agency (I think that was the name) had long since disbanded adding yet another level of erasure to my already amorphous existential origin- the letterhead and contents of this letter are all I have of my heritage, my genealogy, my DNA. Who you would say I am.
Always watched but never seen
Records of our days, cataloged with no sentiment allowed to obscure the meta data (subjective conjecture need not apply) dot the landscape, forming an infinite grid of mortality.
Mortal implies limits, so an infinite grid of solely self-aware beings, our qualia, in particular, not involving anyone or anything else, carries each individual’s uniqueness, believing we are the onliestas our way of coping with the fact that as far as we know, this existence is finite.
I tell you bout the onliest man I knowed come from Virginia.
There are two broad categories of self-awareness: internal self-awareness and external self-awareness.
External self v Internal self
These mean very different things to you and me.
You see, by our society’s standards, I have no reference for the internal kind. Everything I got I learned without the leg up of familiar tradition, unspoken understanding and qualifying acceptance. In a way, I’ve always had to prove I am not amistake even though clearly that is all I amounted to in the end, a foolish mistake for my mother to regret.
For some adoptees, particularly those who’ve experienced early childhood trauma such as neglect or abuse, it may be difficult to form emotional bonds. Some studies suggest that adoptees may also be at higher risk for depression, anxiety, learning disabilities, attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD), or substance abuse.
This started as a very different piece but between the narcissist showing me his drawing without caring about my writing kind of interrupted the flow.
The fact that I can’t really ever relax or do something mildly extravagant because I can never seem to get ahead, I’m terrible at getting reimbursed and in general, there are a million things I want to do, see, hear, and learn and chasing down the ability to just survive (it’s been that way for 20 years in the film and television industry) isn’t really my thing-the fact that I can’t really celebrate isn’t where I had hoped to be by now.
I’m tired. Tired of this particular existence that, the longer I live, seems more and more futile. Everything we were told was either a lie or a myth and now I’m in no position to take on the world as I once was, having been severely beaten, tortured and most recrntly mugged and stabbed in the past three years.
That’s not even the half of it. That’s not even what makes me sad. It’s the lack of friends I find myself enduring these days. The sadness just never goes away.