You’ve known you were both object and subject your entire life. It’s sewn into those scars in the skull, precious time our loved ones have occupied, and the sentido that cannot be explained.
Primal wound, they say. Abandonment issues. being adopted is a deep rooted transformative thing and there’s no way to express, not for me anyway, right this day, three years extreme trauma, extensive damage (why I’m still alive, no one knows), and emotional desert, entertainment the monster, media the Medusa turning you all to stone, Aphrodite survives as does Artemis.
We’re screwing this up, aren’t we.
The emptiness abides,
Provides the answer
in its silence.
How you meld two polar opposites becomes scar tissue, burrowed reaction time, downward spiraling survival rate, diehard anti-everything you have yet to say.
This was the inevitable outcome?
Look at the data. Memorize the theorem.
Don’t ask questions.
If you’re not born into advantage, you’re fucked. But not always.
Your affliction, Dissociation.
They’ve got statistics and probabilities for things like that. Charts, graphs & data ad nauseum, tested and evaluated, substantial wariness.
The things that matter.
The advertising campaign for global warming shows a beautiful tribe, no ugliest amongst perfected DNA,
This was no Typee, forbidding communication breakdown, hidden hand misfeasance, miscreant miscalculations.
￼ Sure, no problem is the most overused syllogism because to bring up the word problem infers a new subject.
The Clone Wars
The Chinese may unwittingly take the credit for greatest human blunder. We wait and see.
The Chinese roll the dice, here, we say the die is cast. We don’t give up, won’t give in, and are not necessarily defeated. Why this is assumed is something we shake off.
We “won” the war of moral humanity only to fritter away, sometimes rotten to the core from secret wars, outsourcing success, selling out our people, the people, those we could learn from – why not be the strongest not the craziest?
When do we jump? Here come the lemmings but they don’t all jump.
- furlough the deep state
privatized prison owned by SCOTUS
grave robbers, hobnobbers, rabble rousers @ dc
- LOBBYISTS GREED-MEN not freedmen PUNDITS PANDERING PREPARING WORDS TO SLAY YOU.
260.82% of a common year
some perspective is needed
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-again, empty, saddened, sore. I lie on the floor, sacked by evil doings everywhere, any & every what I could never have premonitioned 22,848 hours ago.
260.82% of a common year (365 days)
simplified by sadness
Sustained by grief
Not enlivened by
The vengeance option,
festooned and festering
score keeping, hemming, hawing, sintering, gnawing.
She feverishly knits
A blade rips
Skin from bone
the repetitive moan
This is the realization. This is the why.
The object rests her case.
Subjective, empirically derived conclusions follow a rationale that factors in the rarefication of air mundanity of insanity columns and chambers where secrets are told in exchange for lies to uphold.
Dissociative disorder gets you by.
Thirty eight years, what’s been done, and in the thick of it again.
Fifty-three. Knowing so much more, feeling so much less.
Can less be much more than before? Where am in the 11 dimensions, the 21 agenda, the trinity of existence, surrounding existence and inexplicable frames of reference reduced to spirit, contextual, biurnal, unequivocally repatriated subcutaneous angst. Which philosophers, physicists and poets agree is uniquely mankind-made.
While they digress over points of regress and surmise that sublimation is a given methodology accrued over time. Well, where did we get it then?
diversion of the energy of a biological impulse from its immediate goal to one of a more acceptable social, moral, or aesthetic nature, or use.
–which implies acceptability takes time, counters our intrinsic need for immediate gratification.
a purification or refinement;
respect; dignify; exalt:
Is this all just a little too Borgesian?
ABC News reported congressional investigators are looking into Robert Foresman, now Deputy Chairman of UBS Investment Bank.
With Burnett’s help, banker Foresman “found his way onto the daily calendar of Thomas Barrack,” who at the time was chairing what would become Trump’s inaugural fund, ABC News reported citing internal emails. Burnett is the guy who was brought in to oversee entertainment for the inauguration festivities.
It is days from the start date to the end date, end date included.
Or including the end date.
Or including the end date.
Alternative time units
Alternative time units
952 days can be converted to one of these units:
Objective:work that pays enough to live and go to Paris one day
Also: not dying
Doesn’t mean I’m not terrified
therefore I eXist
I’ve worked in south Korea, South Africa and Greenland.
I’ve created an apocalyptic social experiment through documentary style shooting and intensely effective confessional interviews. (I’m a master.)
I’ve run shows reflecting cultural and ethnic identities because presupposed identity labels, I slay. Story wise and foolish.
Authenticity’s light: credibility. Ability to deliver the truth as the story commands – see Scheherazade or my version, Zerazade for details. The purpose – shifting.
The process – often not uplifting.
80 plus hour weeks, two Emmy noms , one win, countless series.
That’s how it works. You work hard for the people you respect.
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I’d love to discuss your project.
Here’s my calendar link to make finding time easy