left with dread

to do

deal with feeling in pit of stomach over again being taken for precious cash flow this time by a young bully when my creative world needs to rock me out of this thing with Koji my beautiful little pup

the skin chill hurts today inside the ac that blows only on me the way in each room I feel different dimensions of the pain

my dread over losing again this time everything that mattered almost but pretty close

for sure the sweetest kindest most loving kind of joy I know but that’s because of dad who I miss every day

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