Aug 12 was the  13th the 2nd time Around

and in :26 it will be the 14th a Friday excessive heat here my hip hurts I just want a small reprieve some brief real love I don’t care I just am not sure I am one who will be here for long I feel a need to just live some extremes sick of Holding back. Stomach better hip hurts I feel I can leave by the end of summer I hope 

August 12: 11:44

my stomach has become the focal point for pain and as such it slays me so I cannot do what I think I can I  a day but as it stands it does not matter anyway