Drop off the key, There are that many invasions to our thoughts per second flight from the muse so quickly because the walls are caving in. You know it is a strange time to be alive everything is clear then in a mere increment more than 1 second but under five, it could be deducted from theContinue reading “Hop on the bus…”
I have no doubt I picked the wrong career I am horrible at choosing men so that’s a wash And so for yet a third third time, I face starting over And I am just sick of it And soon I will be tired of it too And then too old to matter I honestlyContinue reading “I cannot sleep”
“A poet makes himself a visionary through a long, boundless, and systematized disorganization of all the senses. All forms of love, of suffering, of madness; he searches himself, he exhausts within himself all poisons, and preserves their quintessences. Unspeakable torment, where he will need the greatest faith, a superhuman strength, where he becomes all menContinue reading “Cultivating souls”
The days pass by as numbers I never wanted it to be this way and yet it still is
I don’t know why I am still here but I figure it must be important.
stretching your arms out in front of you before you pen a word write an immortal thought of yours down up loading your precious perspective putting on the white gloves before you submit to the muse
always first to look away
These things I consider From Your off-hand Manner Calling your bluff Could be enjoyable But Then Your chaos Would ensue and that would be unbearable and you know it but won’t admit it since you run whenever asked a follow up question now, don’t you?
but in your hands it’s still empty The end is always the beginning and this all started with sitting around on my hands panicking why do you add a “k” to panic? why? who makes these rules? I just want to know. But if I knew, I suppose I’d be disinterested. AtContinue reading “That is all good and well”
Safe. And it’s creepy, what can be done. Muse-bunker.com 10 made of clay 51 Time Suck (in my opinion, largely for the words TIME and SUCK as the lead words be cause most people respond to those in some visceral way) 74 Polaroid Concepts: the Board 40 semi-top secret so that’s okay a.m.Continue reading “They shut you down unless you’re”
May be The Worst One Yet
For this, I will always bleed.
like a patient etherized upon the table — is a phrase I never forget.
Originally posted on "Me" Decade:
I can She said Blankly There’s always Reason To Run She calls Softly In her mind He hears tin The lovers’ quarrel never sinned And there is so little to Believe in When All’s been wrought askew. The feet are up The head is in the oven She…
All at once
So out of my mind that I can’t think straight. And so it goes. Someone said that all the time every night. Do you think he ever got tired of his tagline? Do you think it caused that extra-maddening hard-hitting slam of the glass on the mahogany bar wedged into the corner of John CassavetesContinue reading “Like Bukowski, Poe or Baudelaire”
In any creative discipline, commercial success is a double-edged sword: On the one hand, it activates “the winner effect,” the well-documented psychological phenomenon wherein success breeds more success, or, as Michael Lewis put it, “commercial success makes [things easier], and it also creates pressure to be more of a commercial success”; on the other hand,Continue reading “Double-edged swords”
Disorder ‘confused wandering away from your life (dissociative fugue)’ as if I were Beethoven rather than another girl in absentia for most of the years in between And my ‘dysfunctional’ coping mechanism has ‘order’ to it thank you very much So while it may be a syndrome of dissociation from the world aroundContinue reading “Dissociative”
Genuine poetry can communicate before it is understood -T. S. Eliot